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HAH. I have not been blogging at all. I also had to try three different type of pw's just to log in because I forgot.
I just wanted to talk talk talllllllllllllkkkkkkkk about stuff I want to talk about that probably isn't so very..adventurous and maybe not even exciting. But during this long period of time where I didn't blog.. I took some photos with the intention of putting it on. Ill do that now.. I guess.

Group of GURRLLFRIENDS from 4c catching up 

first time having CHURRO'S at SAN CHURRO'S. and they weren't really (it was dry and..weird.) BUT IT WAS FUNKY FUN still. (gosh this happenes so long ago).  

FIRST TIME JESS AND I BAKED A CAKE! (Pre-made cake mix that was on sale so Jess couldn't resist buying it.)

BEFORE (Souvenir from Jess when she went overseas)

AFTER-ish. I don't have a photo of the completely finished masterpiece. (Gosh. idk how to rotate this thing) 

WOOOOOOOOO NEW LAPTOP (I'm using it right now and the key board has a back light  and it's beautiful and the weird picture thing underneath looks like a rising sun. THE PIXELATED SUN IS RISING TO LIFE). It's not actually new anymore.. but it was when I took the photo..

bought an eraser making kit because it was on sale and much MUCH cheaper than its' original price at Toyworld. I had to hide it from my sister because I knew she would want it. she eventually found out about it..like a month or so later.

STICKY CLOUD MINI FOAM BALL THINGS!! (They're meant to be like a clean version of play doh. however they weren't that great.) 

lunch at White Tomato (taken before the main dish came out)

magnificent tree at my uncle/aunts place. 

first time hot chocolate at Lindt. It was actually really nice (though it was $7..I took this photo so long ago but I can still remember the price. However if I ever wanted to buy hot chocolate, I would buy it here.). 

OmG I BUILT THIS! FIRST TIME I EVER PUT SOMETHING TOGETHER! It took me 2 hours and I didn't want to study. 

Just got this bottle from scoopon and I took the picture today !^^
I couldn't resist buying it because it looked so cool.

 OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHH MY GOSH I have so many other things I want to show now. but... idk. later.
I've spent to much time putting this up.

OH I ALSO MADE ERASERS FROM THE KIT! They're beautiful.

Just Chatting

Even though I said I had on obligations to this blog (i just read some of my previous posts, and I feel so embarrassed oh geez.)

Anyway. Yes I think I've developed some obligation now and I feel that I should not neglect my blog that has always been there for me when no one was available. It's also pretty relaxing. 

I just officially finished my first year of uni last thursday! Now I have like basically four months of holidays which is the longest holiday I have ever had in my life. 

I had a packet of chicken flavored chips before and I can bascially sense my stinky chicken breath so now i'm eating an anzac biscuit and my mum's going to bring out pizza later on. I always seem so gain weight whenever i start working and no wonder why, just sitting and hanging on the internet while eating with minimal movement anywhere. The most walking I probably do while working is walking to and from the toilet. 

I also stare a lot outside the door. Have a picture of the door, stare with me. 

What a wonderful day. Except for the wind I DON'T LIKE THE WIND! 

Oh my sister has GROWN TOO :D she's like 3 years old. 

she's so cheeky and weird (OMG SHE'S LIKE THE WEIRDEST ONE EVER), it makes her so cute. Especially when she's grown out of that cute phase and can get really annoying. 

She's like my mum. They're like a duo LOL IT'S SO CUTE. and omg so weird. 

Oh yeah. went coles the other day and I was with sis and bro. My sister wanted pretzels and was getting annoying with her constant nagging and whining so like I made a deal with her. I was like "if you let me pinch your cheeks for five minutes then I'll let you get the pretzels." and she nodded her head. So like. yeah. I pinched her cheeks and were just pulling at them for like one minute since i'm SUCH a generous sister, omg seriously. Then my brother was just laughing and then said that we had to get it for her now. So yeah, we got her the pretzels. It was worth it. her cheeks are like soooooo soft and like so didn't even complain. LOL she TOOK IT LIKE A BRAVE SOLDIER HAHAHAHAH. Should have SO taken a picture. We tried to do it again later on while mum was paying for the stuff, but she didn't let us :( she didn't want to take a photo. 

I have to do it again. IT'S AWESOME. I would so upload a picture of her but I only have really weird ones. 

ah. it's getting very windy now. 

LOL I SHOULD BE FILING STUFF AWAY AND SHIT. 

I shall do it now.

You know I've stared through that window door for many years, through sunshine, rain, hail, thunder, DARK GLOOMY CLOUDS, boiling hot days. You know. all that. 

Whenever I 'think' then I seem to always look up and STRAIGHT through that door. I feel ..more confined looking at something else. 

Maybe when I see some drastic weather, I'll show you mr blog. I've seen something similar to a tumbleweed fly across too i think. OH MY MUM IS HERE WITH THE PIZZA YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

LOL MY SISTER IS HERE TOO HAHAHAH SHE HAS SUCH A LOUD MOUTH THAT I CAN HEAR HER FROM OUTSIDE AND IN THE CAR. 

ok man. I AM GOING TO GO BECAUSE MY SISTER WONT SHUT UP AND IM GOING TO CHAT WITH HER AND EAT AND TRY AND MAYBE GET HER TO STAY HERE WITH ME FOR THE REST OF THE DAY

ok now my mum keeps talking and telling me to eat. WHICH I WILL ! MUAHAHAH 

SISTER

IMPATIENCE

I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE WAITING SO MUCH IT'S NOT FREAKING FUNNY. ESPECIALLY WHEN I FREAKING LOVE THE THING THAT IM WAITING FOR.

I FREAKING SWEAR. OMFG.

Okay so let me tell you this WONDERFUL story that led me to such a state.
Well. I just finished my exams last Thursday and ..OK FAST FORWARD. BASICALLY I JUST STARTED RE-READING AND CATCHING UP WITH TOWER OF GOD AND NOW THAT I AM OFFICIALLY UPDATED, I CANNOT WAIT FOR THE NEXT UPDATE WITHOUT EXPERIENCING CHILL ATTACKS (LIKE GOOSEBUMPS). I ACTUALLY HAVE THEM RIGHT NOW.

I AM SUFFERING FROM A CHILL ATTACK RIGHT NOW.

omg. why must SIU ALWAYS DELIVER!? WHY!?!?!?!? Such quality, finesse blahblah whatever. I swear I have;

1-Jumped on my bed silently screaming in excitement.
2-Done six hundred thousand fist pumps,
3-Five hundred thousand unknown jerky dance moves (I still have enough pride to not describe those certain moves)
4-Sob like a baby
5-Weep silently
6-Toss and turn in bed
7-Dance to the toilet because of excitement
8-Run to the toilet in anticipation
9-this will continue for an extraordinarily long time if i keep going, so I will stop there.

Usually, I don't even. omg lost my train of thought.
ARGH I LOST IT. Nevermind then

OH I REMEMBER NOW HAHAHAHAHAHAH LOOOL
omg yes. WELL LIKE usually I don't even like READ author's notes, or like random notes. (basically any extremely long passage after the chapter). But I've read absolutely everything from Tower Of God.

I don't know why people think I am an early sleeper. Maybe because ...Okay maybe I do. MAYBE. but I'm not going to reveal why i think so.
ANYWAY. I'm probably analogous to a zombie due to my 5am bedtime which i would definitely exceed if it were not for my WHOLE FAMILY (except dad because he's at work) BARGING IN AT THE UNGODLY HOUR OF 11AM. I must say on a few occasions, they mustered the courage to do so BEFORE THEN! However they've learnt not to.

This is somewhat ironic however because I woke up at 7.30am today (which I haven't done for so long) but I had work so yeah. And I'm at work right now typing this because I just finished reading TOG (tower of god).

Though the effort and willpower involved to do so was ridiculous. I think I was like screaming while forcing myself to sleep the day before (or this morning). This was happening 1.5hours after the time I was attempting to sleep and I reckon I should receive some sort of humble reward for doing so.

I love Tower of God.
Oh and I finished reading it this morning, and in attempt to relieve my desires I searched for SIU's twitter/blog/random shit he mentioned that he had in those author notes and LO AND BEHOLD; THEY WERE IN KOREAN. FKiNG dammit. I tried the translate thing, but that didn't work for some reason and translations always screws it up and I end up with something shit like "Me have desire keen love donkeys". (Idk, that's basically what I get anyway when there's that "translate" button under some comment on fb)

I feel so much better now. Thank you very much.

I feel like the gator right now, I absolutely love him. HE'S MY FAVORITE CHARACTER. ONE OF THEM ANYWAY BECAUSE I FOUND OUT THAT IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO HAVE ONLY ONE.

I feel so emotionally rejuvenated YYYYYYYYEAHHHHHHHHHHH WOOOOOOOO

bored

How come holidays are so ridiculously boring now omg.

Like I was talking to a friend before and then got sleepy so i was like going to sleep. However i decided to watch X-men the 2nd one to finish the x-men movies that i have.

So now I've finished it and it's 3.31am and I am kind of tired but not tired enough to sleep in my current state of overpoweringly unbearable boredom. So now I turn to blogging.

I also have a tummy ache I think, i wonder what i ate that made it so angry. I think it's the ridiculous black sesame seed pudding thing that my mum made and i tasted. Disgusting, like it wasn't even pudding yet because it hadn't yet solidified though that should not account for its shit taste. I mean liquid jelly tastes nice.

How come these holidays have become so borring.
omg my stomach.

X-men was good well the ones that I watched anyway. The first one i saw was origins on tv and it was pretty (really) awesome so i decided that i wanted to watch the rest with also some indirect persuasive conversations with my methods buddy.This happened like. .. a few months ago. (the convo)
So anyway, after exams I watched X-MEN first class next with a "friend" before going to a birthday and finished it some time in the next few days because we didn't finish it.
Then I watched X-MEN (1st one) yesterday and then X-MEN (2nd one) today.
I remember the buddy told me which order to watch it in but i forgot =,= though it's kind of all screwed up when you throw in First Class and Origins. That's why I just watched it all over the place EXCEPT it's obvious how you'd watch X-men 1,2,3 in that order.
Of course I also know that First Class is a prequel and quite a few have annoyingly reminded me multiple times of that fact (or they only told me once and i hear it fifty times from fifty different people). But I was conflicting over the experience of whether I want to know everything in the beginning OR have great fun revelations by watching the prequel last.

As I previously wrote, I ended up watching the prequel first-ish (excluding origins) and I seriously shouldn't have because i did not experience that elated joy but a mildly "oh" moment, and considering the extreme reactions from my buddy and other people who went all "WOW and OMG and EVERYTHING CLICKS". All I felt was a fking "oh". So freaking stupid.
Although the "oh" sometimes became "ooooooooooooooooooooooh," I reckon if I watched the prequel last then everything would be "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH".

though of course this is my fault for deciding and agreeing to watch X-MEN first class with my friend (with free will and all). But I'm still going to push all the blame on this friend because he didn't see it and i happened to have it and i also happened to agree to watching it.
I was DEFINITELY jealous whenever he gushed and gasped and went "OOOOOH" during the fking movie.
So freaking annoying.

NEVERTHELESS, they were good movies. Though I reckon it was because I watched the prequel first that I started my obsession of trying to reference every single bloody thing i see in the other x-men's.

I did say I would upload photos.

 where I watched the movie

the movie I watched

now it's 4.19am I should go sleep now. doesn't really mean I will, but i'm getting a headache so i might.

HOLIDAYS

I AM SO BORED BOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBORED. like i don't know, when exams finished i was SO happy like i started jumping and smiling really (too) widely and shrieking or whatever. and now I AM SO UNBELIEVABLY BORED. I remember like during exam period, i was like I can do AS MUCH of this stuff (not related to exams) when exams finished. but now that they have and like two days of this randomness i am utterly, horrifically, annoyingly bored. Like i don't even want to do the stuff that i wanted to do SO BADLY before. 

I don't even want to game, i just want to go out and talk to friends and socialise and MSN. I think it's the msn BECAUSE MY EMAIL GOT FKING BLOCKED SO NOW I CANT SIGN IN AND IT'S TORTURE. I NEVER KNEW HOW IMPORTANT MSN WAS IN MY LIFE UNTIL NOW. IT'S UNBEARABLE. I FEEL LIKE THOSE COCAINE ADDICTS IN MOVIES WHO FOAM AT THE MOUTH. I feel like crying. 

i need my email back. I NEED IT VERY BADLY. 

Of course I contemplated the idea of creating another email. BUT this email was the VERY VERY VERY FIRST EMAIL that i had. and was not made by my dad. 

I got it in year four

YEAR FOUR!!!!!!? 

yes your four. I even REMEMBER myself making it with help from a friend. also this email started a significant mashimaro name trend which is now a part of my very soul, even though i have never fully watched a proper mashimaro episode. I always named something related to it. ALWAYS.ALWAYS. and now the very first thing which i named is blocked and it is potentially lost forever. 

You know I have even grown out of this "mashimaro" thing i mean i don't even watch it in the first place, i just really adore the fat looking bunny. Though now it's different, no longer is "mashimaro" just an obese-ly fat bunny but a PART of me.

i can even type it with my eyes closed and with no mistakes AT ALL. mashimaro_luu@hotmail.com (there i just did it REALLY fast)

that email has seriously grown on me, like I have gone through so much with that email. when there was like constant spam and random crap going on, we stuck by each other. when everyone started thinking that their current email sounded way too retarded like "cutsie_lil_angel-babe" or something like that, we stuck by each other. i mean we have gone through SO much and now it's blocked. 

also I'd need to re-add people and talk to them as well

maybe ill make a temporary one for now. 

OH RIGHT yeah like i can't unblock my email because the back up email for my blocked email is like...i forgot the password and when it came to resetting my password (for the back up email) I didn't remember what date of birth my dad put in and which postcode was included when he signed me up for it. 

i'm so tired right now but i desperately need msn. oh and not being able to talk with friends on msn is also a reason which is just as bad if not worse. 

study period

I have not been studying lately and I want to but there are so many distractions. Like this. but blogging and read blogs are alright, it more about the apps on my phone.

I want to earn the right to watch Pride and Prejudice on tv on ABC(2?) though I definitely don't deserve it right now.

studies

Exam's are coming and i'm gradually getting more scared, Like i've also realised that it is around like the week before exams or SOMETHING like that, that I will be having the most eventful week I ever had throughout my whole high school life.

Not only is there my graduation, there's a "celebration day" AND there's also this valedictory at mwsc.

I haven't asked my dad if I can go to the valedictory yet, but I'm assuming that my parents will just let me go because I dunno, they didn't seem so opposed to it.

If I don't go then I'm so sorry Jess, I tried.

So at the most crucial time of my high school life where study is the utmost importance, it actually contains the most annoying events throughout my whole high school life. It's ridiculous, unjust.

When I first found out about this monstrosity, I was appalled. I've had five and a bit years of extremely uneventful school events that i had to attend, such as:

year 7: nothing

year 8: nothing

year 9: nothing

year 10: one day social in the school hall

year 11: formal

and now in year twelve, i have:

formal, "celebration day", graduation, random shit. Idk.

oh there's some farewell dinner as well, but that's until after exams, in the holidays.

simply atrocious

also it's like the drama that I have missed during the past years have all accumulated into this one year.

In year 7, 8, 9, 10, and 11 I've basically experienced a very non dramatic type of life where it was awesome and the only adventures of deception and lies and horrific rumours I witness were in korean/chinese dramas. I hate drama. Hate Black Swan, it's creepy.

Then in year 12, people are SLEEPING *COUGH* HAVING SEX *COUGH* (omg OMG) with wrong people? And couples cheating on each other ? And a BUNCH of couples forming. DUDE in movies LIKE HSM III for instance, isn't it the time when people break up because of uni or like NOT go out with other people?

and then two people like this person but this person likes him and he likes her and they form and others are like GROWLL.

Half the stuff I just said didn't happen, just saying.

and there are these mysterious "WARS" says my friend. HAHAHAHAH HOW FUNNY. WARS WARS

no really it's kind of scary. ._."

YOU SEE irony's a BITCH. I don't even think I used that properly.

but like in the most important year where everything NEEDS to be uneventful, then it turns out to be THE MOST . extremely "annnoying" year with the most..events. and drama.

DRAMA - omg I don't even READ manga's with that genre, it always reminds me of a journey which starts out happy yet comes to a sad and tragic, heart wrenching middle where the bitch is in power and unleashes their power of evil through blackmail, lies and retarded shit schemes that work- for awhile.

Then when everything slowly gets happy again then THE DRAMA ENDS. bitches.

Though I have to say I love it when the evil characters GET IT. (karma)

Then by the end of the drama I feel like my heart ran a marathon. A MARATHON. :'(

it's mainly because of the STUPID STUPID STUPID situations. Like the main girl told the evil girl something and manipulates the guy. Idk I forgot. Something like that.

OF COURSE MANY HAPPY THINGS ALSO HAPPENED! OMG OF COURSE !! COURSE COURSE . v. awesome things happened as well!!!!! (like stuff that happened in year 12)

I am very grateful for the AWE SOME stuff that happened.