bored

How come holidays are so ridiculously boring now omg.

Like I was talking to a friend before and then got sleepy so i was like going to sleep. However i decided to watch X-men the 2nd one to finish the x-men movies that i have.

So now I've finished it and it's 3.31am and I am kind of tired but not tired enough to sleep in my current state of overpoweringly unbearable boredom. So now I turn to blogging.

I also have a tummy ache I think, i wonder what i ate that made it so angry. I think it's the ridiculous black sesame seed pudding thing that my mum made and i tasted. Disgusting, like it wasn't even pudding yet because it hadn't yet solidified though that should not account for its shit taste. I mean liquid jelly tastes nice.

How come these holidays have become so borring.
omg my stomach.

X-men was good well the ones that I watched anyway. The first one i saw was origins on tv and it was pretty (really) awesome so i decided that i wanted to watch the rest with also some indirect persuasive conversations with my methods buddy.This happened like. .. a few months ago. (the convo)
So anyway, after exams I watched X-MEN first class next with a "friend" before going to a birthday and finished it some time in the next few days because we didn't finish it.
Then I watched X-MEN (1st one) yesterday and then X-MEN (2nd one) today.
I remember the buddy told me which order to watch it in but i forgot =,= though it's kind of all screwed up when you throw in First Class and Origins. That's why I just watched it all over the place EXCEPT it's obvious how you'd watch X-men 1,2,3 in that order.
Of course I also know that First Class is a prequel and quite a few have annoyingly reminded me multiple times of that fact (or they only told me once and i hear it fifty times from fifty different people). But I was conflicting over the experience of whether I want to know everything in the beginning OR have great fun revelations by watching the prequel last.

As I previously wrote, I ended up watching the prequel first-ish (excluding origins) and I seriously shouldn't have because i did not experience that elated joy but a mildly "oh" moment, and considering the extreme reactions from my buddy and other people who went all "WOW and OMG and EVERYTHING CLICKS". All I felt was a fking "oh". So freaking stupid.
Although the "oh" sometimes became "ooooooooooooooooooooooh," I reckon if I watched the prequel last then everything would be "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH".

though of course this is my fault for deciding and agreeing to watch X-MEN first class with my friend (with free will and all). But I'm still going to push all the blame on this friend because he didn't see it and i happened to have it and i also happened to agree to watching it.
I was DEFINITELY jealous whenever he gushed and gasped and went "OOOOOH" during the fking movie.
So freaking annoying.

NEVERTHELESS, they were good movies. Though I reckon it was because I watched the prequel first that I started my obsession of trying to reference every single bloody thing i see in the other x-men's.

I did say I would upload photos.

 where I watched the movie

the movie I watched

now it's 4.19am I should go sleep now. doesn't really mean I will, but i'm getting a headache so i might.

HOLIDAYS

I AM SO BORED BOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBORED. like i don't know, when exams finished i was SO happy like i started jumping and smiling really (too) widely and shrieking or whatever. and now I AM SO UNBELIEVABLY BORED. I remember like during exam period, i was like I can do AS MUCH of this stuff (not related to exams) when exams finished. but now that they have and like two days of this randomness i am utterly, horrifically, annoyingly bored. Like i don't even want to do the stuff that i wanted to do SO BADLY before. 

I don't even want to game, i just want to go out and talk to friends and socialise and MSN. I think it's the msn BECAUSE MY EMAIL GOT FKING BLOCKED SO NOW I CANT SIGN IN AND IT'S TORTURE. I NEVER KNEW HOW IMPORTANT MSN WAS IN MY LIFE UNTIL NOW. IT'S UNBEARABLE. I FEEL LIKE THOSE COCAINE ADDICTS IN MOVIES WHO FOAM AT THE MOUTH. I feel like crying. 

i need my email back. I NEED IT VERY BADLY. 

Of course I contemplated the idea of creating another email. BUT this email was the VERY VERY VERY FIRST EMAIL that i had. and was not made by my dad. 

I got it in year four

YEAR FOUR!!!!!!? 

yes your four. I even REMEMBER myself making it with help from a friend. also this email started a significant mashimaro name trend which is now a part of my very soul, even though i have never fully watched a proper mashimaro episode. I always named something related to it. ALWAYS.ALWAYS. and now the very first thing which i named is blocked and it is potentially lost forever. 

You know I have even grown out of this "mashimaro" thing i mean i don't even watch it in the first place, i just really adore the fat looking bunny. Though now it's different, no longer is "mashimaro" just an obese-ly fat bunny but a PART of me.

i can even type it with my eyes closed and with no mistakes AT ALL. mashimaro_luu@hotmail.com (there i just did it REALLY fast)

that email has seriously grown on me, like I have gone through so much with that email. when there was like constant spam and random crap going on, we stuck by each other. when everyone started thinking that their current email sounded way too retarded like "cutsie_lil_angel-babe" or something like that, we stuck by each other. i mean we have gone through SO much and now it's blocked. 

also I'd need to re-add people and talk to them as well

maybe ill make a temporary one for now. 

OH RIGHT yeah like i can't unblock my email because the back up email for my blocked email is like...i forgot the password and when it came to resetting my password (for the back up email) I didn't remember what date of birth my dad put in and which postcode was included when he signed me up for it. 

i'm so tired right now but i desperately need msn. oh and not being able to talk with friends on msn is also a reason which is just as bad if not worse. 

study period

I have not been studying lately and I want to but there are so many distractions. Like this. but blogging and read blogs are alright, it more about the apps on my phone.

I want to earn the right to watch Pride and Prejudice on tv on ABC(2?) though I definitely don't deserve it right now.