PHOTOS

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I LOVE PHOTOS BUT I'M NOT POSTING ANY UP! AND IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVE A LOT ANYWAY. I LIKE THE NOTION AND THE IDEA OF PHOTOS, YET I USUALLY HATE/DISLIKE THE WAY I LOOK IN THEM. I'm TRYING to change that but hell. WHY SHOULD I CHANGE MYSELF? CHANGE IS INEVITABLE ANYWAY AND ILL CHANGE REGARDLESS OF MY OPINION ahahahHAHAH. this is a HIGHLY DEBATABLE TOPIC (well that's what I think, OBVIOUSLY).

ANYWAY. i'm going to TRY AND CHANGE ANYWAY. BECAUSE IM LIKE THAT. a PERSON WHO JUST LIKES TO CHANGE HERSELF ACCORDING TO WHAT SHE THINKS IS RIGHT. AHAHA BUT I DON'T NEED TO CHANGE MYSELF INTO SOMETHING THAT I THINK IS RIGHT. Actually THAT in itself is a WRONG, saying that I want to change myself, all the PREACHING in movies and from REAL people say "YOU SHOULD JUST BE COMFORTABLE WITH WHO YOU ARE." AHAHAHAHAHA WELL. BY MAKING MYSELF COMFORTABLE WITH WHO I AM, I AM ACTUALLY DOING THE OPPOSITE. BECAUSE OF THAT WORD "MAKING".

it should just come naturally i suppose

i'm always so emotional when i'm writing in this blog ;')

(oh I didn't even post a photo, oh how misleading the title shall be) (ill post photos up when i actually have them) (on my laptop)